VALERIE'S LAW

Alabamas Mommy

/ #101 These are the words of a heroin addict 3 days before she died. This addict is my daughter

2012-09-05 21:45

FALLEN by: Amanda Paul
It's easier to fall then to get up
It's harder to try then to give up
I'm stuck in a round-about trying to break free
This damn demon has a hold of me
I love the feeling, It's better then the pain
I seem to keep losing with nothing to gainThe lonliness is eating away at me slow
Don't they realize this is the only life I know
The same things are keeping me down
The earth is spinning and I'm about to hit the ground
I'm torn between two lives, one to familiar, the other o new
God help me what I need to do
No more programs I'm sick of being locked down
I know it will be that or six feet under ground
Why can't I find the help that others have found
Why am I so ready to die
Why can't I do what is needed to stay aliv